I should be studying. I should have been studying for the last three hours. Okay, maybe only two and a half but, regardless, I should be studying. Last May my brother DJ went into the ER with abdominal pain. Turned into a 4 day stay for a ruptured colon caused by diverticulitis. While reviewing the CT scan they found a mass on his kidney. Yesterday they removed the mass. I haven't felt particularly worried, all the information led us to believe he would be fine, but when I talked to my mom today and she said he is awake, not in pain and the surgery was successful I cried. Guess I was worried. I just feel tired now. Like a big weight has been lifted but I'm tired from carrying it for so long. I can't express how grateful I am that he's fine.